University buffet problems......

So i was totally doing super good these past  few day with my restricting and stuff....i told myself that i was going to loose like 20lbs before i had to go back home for thanksgiving... but today i totally messed up big time!!! These two girls from my art class invited me to go to lunch with them so i had to say yes:( I figured we were just gonna grab something simple and light...i was sooo wrong!! We went to a buffet that was on campus!!! Yes i said a BUFFET!!! I wasn't happy about this at all!! I had to act like i was super excited and these girls just piled food on my plate!!! So long story short tomorrow I'm eating nothing at all!! Wish me luck:)

stay strong beauties!!!
xoxoxoxo

Life Full of Secrets....

My life is full of secrets... My eating disorder... My cutting... and My occasional Drug use. But tonight i may have a few less secrets to keep to myself! This is because my friend found one of my journals that i used to write in about all these secrets and she decided to show it off to all are other friends!!! FML!! I cant believe this is happening!! These are the days that make me hate my life sooo much more then i already do!! Now its time for me to try to clean up this mess... Or at least lie my way out!!!

Back from LA...... And FAT!!!!

Just got back from a spending a mounth in LA. You would think being in LA the town where everyone has amazing bodies i would be able to controll my fat ass self from binging on everythong in sight!! But no i had to eat everything and gain 8lbs. I deffinatly need to get this nasty fat off of me!! time to go into Ana mode!

A new member...

hey everyone,

im a new member to this blog site so let me tell u a little about myself. im 18 years old and 5'6 and weigh 128 (omg gross!!!) ive beein chasing my so called perfection since i was 10. i just graduated high school and what supposed to be the best summer of my life is turning out to be horrible! this is because my parents found out that i was up to my old habbits (binging, purging, and restricting) so they decided that they where going to ship me off to rehab again!!! i cant believe this is happening to me again! and the worst part of all is that i had to tell my boyfriend all about my ED!!! Has this happened to any of you guys? i just need to know that someone else can relate to me!

             stay strong girls- chasingperfection♥♥♥